Second Dispatch - [written]

[captainhornblower]

Monday, 16th May, 18

I have recently been given to thought about the [a pause in the writing as he considers his wording] conflict between this place and the [another considerable pause] worlds we come from.

How does one balance the two? I understand some have been away from their proper homes for some time. Surely some of you left behind obligations. How do you reconcile the need to return to them with your presence here? Do you somehow put them out of mind? Do you merely accept you cannot fulfill them until you return? I find the matter trying my conscience sorely.

I would appreciate any counsel on the matter.

Hornblower

Comments

[written]

[fourteen]

[ ... ouch. What a question. Xion gives this one some extensive thought before replying. ]

I think it's that second one. I feel guilty about it a lot, but I can't just wish myself home. None of us can. Since time doesn't seem to move while we're here, I just

[ a pause, in the writing. a longish pause. then she finally resumes writing, slowly ]

try to keep going. That's all we really can do.

[written]

[captainhornblower]

I am trying to adjust to the idea of doing so. It is difficult, to say the least.

[written]

[fourteen]

It is hard. I didn't know what to do with myself for months. But I've been here for a long time, and as much as I hate to say it, you kind of get used to it. Sorry.

[written]

[captainhornblower]

There is no need to apologize. I asked a question, and I appreciate the response. I will simply have to find some way to occupy myself until I return.