[...Oh. It doesn't come as a complete surprise, considering all the past tense Horatio had used, but it wasn't entirely predicted.]
If you're looking for someone to tell you you failed him--that you didn't do all you could do--the utter shipwreck you turned into a man isn't going to be of any help.
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If you're looking for someone to tell you you failed him--that you didn't do all you could do--the utter shipwreck you turned into a man isn't going to be of any help.